Maggie Wang
On Killing an Insect in My Kitchen
Afterward, I am again in loneliness. Her tiny death
a fog on memory. She lived here without me
over a week. A feast on the scrap of my absence.
Her nothingness grew slowly
into a forest, the lampshade turning
under her air-light feet. This evening,
the open plain of her innocence. Like a coroner,
I will draw her in the nude, her figure shifting
to permanent shadow. I have no means
to declare and measure, no final judgment to render.
Night wraps her fiercely in its cold closure—
early night. On remembering her later,
I will make myths about parting and joining.
About working the body and its humors.
In our uncommon room, I want to move like her
from line to line. To follow the light
and be caught in its cross-hatching.
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Maggie Wang is interested in intertextuality, the environment and the absurd. She is the author of a chapbook, The Sun on the Tip of a Snail's Shell (Hazel Press, 2022).